that 1 relationship

have you ever have that 1 person you love but u just cant stand,but at that time you cant really picture urself without that person,its like a poison you love its like a cigarette or bad habbit you know its no good for you but you continue.I use to ask myself why do i continue and my lungs and bleeding you start to itch when you dont get this high,its not healthy you know its not but you still do it,i dont even think its love you just dont wanna start over so you stuck urself with this person its even worst when outsiders look in and thinking its all perfect you just wanna keep that image when deep down you just wanna get out,you feel trapped your looking for a way out but there is no way,then 1 day u find ur saviour an angel literally with wings he or she lifts you out of the dark and your ok you feel like you were locked away from the world,your out of the water you live life goes on,end of story.